Remember RB

hello readers, whoever you are even if no one was reading my blog lol, i'm going to write something about someone. well it's someone from the past. no not my ex. my ex-crush maybe you can tell. i used to call him RB. yeah got an acronym for that, but i wont tell what was the acronym here.

so first we know each other is from MSN, actually i was invited into a conference chat room, which got many person there, and one of them is him. and he add me. then i ask her, who is he and bla bla. and we just chat little bit. in the next few days, i ask him again who is he, and i think at that time i was aware already who is he and which one is he. and yeah we kept chat. and i forget after that, but then we're doing a conference call at late night, quite many but then it changes later into a 3 persons only, and finally only me and him. and we do calling each other everyday every single night. and yeah we do talk on the phone until morning, until dawn. i was wondering what i was talked about with him? well yeah the most thing i remember is, when we were on the phone and we don't know what topic to say, we're being silent at that time. really silent but still connected. that time there was a promotion from cell phone provider to have a free call past midnight. and yeah that's why we kept calling each other

and there is this song from Changcuters - i love you bibeh, and both of us are liked that song. and yeah he sang it when we were on the phone, even though i gotta admit his voice is not really good lol. that was fun. and when there was a football match, we were very excited to support our football team until dawn.
he was the first guy that ever makes me tremble when i was near him or when i saw him from far away. great huh? but yeah he is the first one. lol. but i know that he likes someone else, but i dont really mind it, i mean we were calling each other every single night, it's enough for me.
and there was a time, when we were on the phone on school day until 4am then we went to sleep, and woke up at 6am to get ready for school, and surprisingly i didn't feel sleepy at all, maybe i was too hyped because i was on the phone with him.

and another day i think it was Sunday or Saturday, i was forget. we were on the phone again, and he was about to have a basketball practice in the morning, and he asked me if i want to come with him, he says that he'll pick me up using his motorcycle. oh my, isn't that great? but it was too early in the morning, and i'm sure mom wouldn't let me and i don't know his friends. so unfortunately i couldn't go with him that day. i was imagined already that i was in the back of the motorcycle with him and watching him practice for his basketball practice aww. but it's a failure plan. too bad! but he asked me ! yeah~~

we were so close at that time i can tell ! but i was forget how both of us were not contacting each other and not calling each other anymore, recently i was the one who start the conversation with him , asking how was he and he's very arrogant because he never contact me anymore and bla bla, and i can tell, he's little bit cold to me and feels like not enjoying to chat with me. sigh.. everything has changed, wasn't it ? wish i can return the time, and enjoy it more and maybe find out why were we not contacting each other anymore.

and today i was contacting him again, and yeah he does getting better just little bit, i wish we can be like the old times. oh my, i cant believe i was posting this. into my blog. which is accessable to whoever who wants to read this blog and which i tells everyone about my blog, and they were able to find my blog link easily since i put it in my facebook and i often update it with lots of fashion posts

i do miss him actually, miss those moments where we were on the phone until the sun rises