A Shocking Lost

Yesterday I went to Taman Anggrek to get my haircut, it's like FINALLY I'm getting my haircut! I went to my new hairdresser, Budi at Chandra Gupta but he had a day off that day. So I went to my other hairdresser, Cucu at Anna Wijaya. I've been with him for like 3-4 years, but I moved to Budi because last time when I want to cut my hair, Cucu was sick so I cut my hair with Budi and I enjoyed it. So when I asked the front desk is Cucu available or not, she said that Cucu had passed away. Yeah, passed away. I was in terrible shock when I heard that. I couldn't believe, I was literally dropped my jaw because of that shocking news.

So Cucu passed away because of a disease. It's a cancer. If in Indonesian it's Kanker Kelenjar Getah Bening, I don't know what its called in english~ I never knew that he had such a disease. I mean, he always looked cheerful and well yeah recently he's been off because he's sick, but never thought that he would have such a disease. I was totally in shock. That kind and good person really passed away. He is a very nice person and very friendly. I mean I've been with him for like 3 years. Been following him since he was in LuVaze, then moved to Anna Wijaya, then moved again to Domicile, and the last was at Anna Wijaya. I couldn't believe it that he's really gone.

I'm so gonna miss his huge small curly blonde hair, his perfume smell, his huge belt that he always wore, and other things about him. Gosh, when I called my mom to tell her the news, I was in the verge of crying already, but I hold it of course. It was too shocking and just couldn't believe it. This is the first time I had someone I knew was passed away.

Indeed, it is true that we will never know when we're going to lost someone we knew or even lost our lives too. God's plans were all shocking and I know He had his own purpose and it's good for us. Therefore, we may not waste our time and make it to the fullest. I've been thinking that I really should go back to the right path, before it's too late. Lots of wisdom, advices, and even this kind of thing struck me to make me realize that I should go back to the right path soon. Oh Jesus, I'm sorry. I am really sorry.